A Year of Horrible
I have debated writing/telling people about this because it's not completely my story, but then again, it is, because I'm living through it as the mom. So as a friend and/or family member reading this, please remember that I'm entrusting you with sensitive thoughts. And yes I know this is also on the internet, so anyone could read it as well. But I also know that I needed a place to write all of this down and get it recorded. It will help me as I sort though all we are going through and it could possibly help others. This last year has been horrific. Really and truly there isn't another word for it. I didn't realize how much trauma I have truly been through until yesterday when I was on Facebook and I was looking at posts from other moms of their kiddos starting middle school. Now I know middle school is bad. I went through it already with Riley, but Alexandra was a whole new playing field. Seeing those pictures I had a literal awf...