Feeling.....

On Sunday while I was at church I just had this feeling come over me. The bad part is I can't describe the feeling. It was like nothing I've ever felt before, but it was awesome. With this feeling came the knowledge that everyone's prayers are helping me. It was like I could actually feel everyone's prayers, the people who love me, the people in my ward who are praying for me, the temple prayer roll prayers, all of them. It was very overwhelming, but amazing all at the same time. So I just wanted to thank all of you who are keeping me and the baby in your prayers. I truly know that they are helping me and making a difference in this pregnancy!!!!

One example of that is with my other pregnancies, once I started bleeding - it NEVER stopped. No matter how much I stayed down on bed rest it was always there. But with this one I haven't had any bleeding the past week - none at all. It's truly a miracle!! I'm not expecting it to stay (although it would be really nice if it would, but I just have this feeling that it is a temporary reprieve), but to just have a little time off from the constant worrying is really nice!

Thank you again for all your prayers!!!!

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  1. JamiFebruary 4, 2009 at 3:09 PM

    I'll keep'em coming!

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  2. MJFebruary 4, 2009 at 9:31 PM

    I'm just glad that you're doing alright!

    Oh, and your previous post, about your name... I still have the pictures of our little "foray" at Big Lots that night of the slumber party..... Good times!!!!

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  3. AnonymousFebruary 18, 2009 at 11:32 AM

    COngrats on your baby. I'll be sending prayers your way too. Say Hi to the family for me...Jami McQuivey

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